Hero





I just love this Davids duet! I keep playing it over and over!

I just got back from a modelling go-see btw (hoho…now that’s weird!), I don’t give a puff about if I’m going to make it, really. All that I was thinking the whole day is is…American Idol..and who’s going to be the tile holder, so I rushed everything and headed home rather prematurely…and I’m glad I’m not disappointed! WOOOOOHHH! The Davids are really good, and I’m very lucky to have witnessed these two super talented people perform! Ohmigravy…David Cook..man, you’re the best….I’ve never rooted for any person I see in TVs before..so that means a lot. I am so going to buy his first post-AI album!

David Cook...

I pray for your triumph...and for the title that you truly deserve. You are the American Idol.


>_<

My Pocket Emo!

I really don't understand hardcore emo's , really. I sure did went through a lot of "dark ages" and did became a bit emo...but I don't know why some people had to like being lonely. I guess because they want attention? Or something that would make them different from the rest? Whutever. I'll just go play with my little emo now..hehe..


Returns To Venus

Yesterday Mom and I went impromptu shopping at the mall after the church service. We initially planned to just buy groceries, but found out there's a sale at the mall nearby so we did what every sale-loving gals do---shop like there's no tomorrow! We literally shopped until we dropped! I'm not much of a shopaholic really, girly even! But my Mom made this girly stuff shopping really fun! :) That's one of the best things when you're close with your mom...she's my all-time favorite shopping buddy and best of all she pays for everything hehehe...yarrr!

Mom was in a very girlfriend-y mood that day, so on our way home from the mall, she suggested that I cut my (boring) long layered hair.

me, in my "old" hair.

I originally wanted to just color it, but I thought it's high time to try a new look anyway so after I finished helping my uncle with his typing needs back home, Mom and I headed to the 24 hour salon that evening. I decided to have an inverted bob a little like Rihanna's old hair, but a bit longer. I don't know if it fits me, but I guess I like how light my hair is. Plus, I'm just tired of looking like any other girl (almost every girl here sports long hair!!).

Rihanna's old "do", which I tried out.

Mom and I also had our hair rebonded and treated with some minty I-dunno-what. I also had my hair colored, I wanted it to look light golden brown, but with my very black-resistant-to-coloring hair, the color turned a subtle chestnut. We left the salon at 4 in the morning! Gah!

[edit:] Here's my newly chopped locks!


This experience brought me back to "girldom"...I became concerned that I didn't give much attention to my appearance these past few months. When I was in high school I always make sure I treat myself to a home spa once a week. But college, with mountains of energy-draining homeworks and study all-nighters that comes along with it, left me no time to take care of myself. Maybe I should start again, and learn to make time for..uh...girly time. Wow, it feels good being girly, doesn't it? I'm actually thinking of wearing dresses now. I used to shun girly clothes in preference of rocker grunge clothes (because I was in a band then). But now that I'm a woman, I need to be just that.

***

Like I said earlier, I helped with my uncle's typing needs....for his job application papers for Canada. We actually spent three days at most, filling out his requirements, with Ma also lending a helping hand. Now me and Mom also consider to work there as well. I wonder how it is to live and work in another country...

You know, I've always wanted to study abroad. I've chosen to study in a school where my favorite Canadian artist went to, and yes, it's in Canada. I want to study Illustration and /or Animation and be part of huge animation companies one day...just drawing for a living. Sigh.

Mom and I giggled at the thought that to be able to go there, we could consider caregiving as a career. I think it's not bad. I might make a good care giver, because I'm passionate about taking care of other people. Ma and I could take care giving courses, and apply for a job there, and when we do get the jobs, we'll take my little brother (and dad, who's currently working in the US) with us. Hehe. Then maybe I could sneak in a few night classes at the college. Hehe. Pathetic.

Really now. If I could ever live in another country, I want to make sure that my family is there with me...because I love my family so much! They're my bestest friends! :)

photo credit for the airplane photo: dm_1
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Is it true that David Cook is dating Lacey Schwimmer? I don't know, but it sure made me a bit....sad. And lose some bits of my fangirl-ness.

But hey...still wants David Cook to win American Idol! Good luck with his love life too!

I wonder when he'll make an album, I'll really buy it.

random




i should change my myspace's primary pic...my friend list has too much men in it. i want female artist friends (yes, straight ones)!

Oh David Cook



It looked like something's missing in Cookie's last performances...I wonder what's wrong with him?
It looked like he's bothered with something...I hope he bounces right back...

Really hope he wins American Idol..he's the first and only AI contestant that I ever rooted for...I hope he really wins...

Ah lovely.

The rainy season is here again~! Yay!

Take It One Day At A Time...

So I decided not to post everyday in my sketch blog, maybe I'll give it every other day or so, so it will not feel like a chore.

I've got a headache today, thanks to broiler heat weather...gah. It's like we're in a sauna 24/7 now. This gotta be one of the hottest summer in this country. Gah, it was so draining.

I learned from my geography prof that Filipinos' laziness can be greatly attributed to the super sweltering weather. I'm now beginning to believe that statement because argh...this weather's so draining! All energy draining from every pore together with sweat...really so tiring. Aircon isn't enough too..

Ok, I'm whining again. *zips mouth*


I'm so confused as to what I should do next, should I open an online store to sell prints, drawings? Should I be active in online art galleries and master the ropes of painting? I also should manage my sketch blog and participate in art-related forums. Ah yeah, I still have to learn web design too!!! But I haven't done my pending artworks, I might be able to put them off. I think that's going to be
my biggest problem this summer. Will I be able to accomplish all my To Do's this month? Gah, I need to learn fast digital painting, flash, and dreamweaver before school starts this June! And writing too!

I'm kind of a fast learner when I'm inspired...but that only happen few times a month...I hope I'll be able to maximize those peak days...

Gah. It's already 2:05...I better get to sleep now, I have an early meeting tomorrow!
>_< *Time management, time management...I have time management, I have time management.....*

Reminder from my boyfriend...

forwarded to me long long time ago...but is always applicable personally...because i stress myself too much!



O, bakit ka na naman na-i-istress? Did you wake up on the wrong side of the bed?
Meron ka bang deadline na i-bi-beat ngayong araw na ito?
It's important to understand stress before we can effectively manage it
kaya Stress ang pag-uusapan natin ngayon.
Ayon sa mga scientists mayroong dalawang uri ng stress.
Eustress and Di stress.
Eustress is positive stress. Ito ang nararamdaman ng isang dalaga
kapag dumarating na ang kanyang manliligaw at may daladalang flowers.
Eustress din ang tawag sa stress na nararanasan ng mga nagwo- work-out
when they are doing their exercises.
Ang mga athletes, pagkatapos na ma-stress ang kanilang muscles,
they rest para ma-repair ang kanilang muscles.
Kapag hindi sila nagpahinga, the stressed muscles will be injured.
When injury happens, yan ang distress.
Distress is the negative side of stress.
Nakakaramdam ka na ng sakit ng ulo, pagsakit ng tiyan,
hindi na makatulog, di pa makakain.
Distress ang uri ng stress na nagreresulta sa kung ano-anong sakit
tulad ng hypertension, minsan nga ay emotional breakdown pa.
Ano ba ang pwede nating gawin para ang stress natin ay hindi maging distress? Famous author and inspirational speaker,
Dr. John Maxwell has the following suggestions:
Don't be overly sensitive to criticism.
Tanggapin na natin ang katotohanang hindi natin kayang i-please ang lahat ng tao.
Talagang mayroong hindi aayon sa iyo kahit na napaka-noble
ng iyong mga intentions and motives.
So when you receive criticisms, take it constructively kung sensible ang criticism.
If you think the criticism is not objective, huwag na lang pansinin at ng hindi ka ma-distress.
Don't take too much pride in your achievements.
Ang pride ay parang uling, ginagatungan niyan ang distress.
Ang taong proud ay mas lalong nadi-distress dahil masyado niyang iniingatan
ang kanyang achievement at accomplishment.
Minsan nga our achievements hinder us from growing and learning
kasi sinasabi natin sa ating sarili, aba may na-accomplish na ko.
Mas mahusay ako kaysa sa iba, hindi na nila ko pwedeng turuan.
Ang lungkot ng buhay kapag naging ganyan ang attitude natin.
Don't harbor jealousy over the achievement of others.
Ang taong mainggitin madalas ding madistress,
kasi nga totoo namang mayroong mas higit kaysa sa atin.
Natural ang iba ay maaaring magkaroon ng achievements na wala tayo di ba.
Instead of being jealous or envious,
let's learn to rejoice in the successes of others.
Malay mo malibre ka pa bogchi dahil nakikigalak ka sa kanilang tagumpay, di ba?
Don't focus on your weaknesses and inadequacies.
Ang sugat kapag mas lalo mong ginalaw mas lalong lalala at baka maimpeksyon.
The more you focus on your weaknesses and inadequacies
the bigger the tendency of wallowing in self-pity.
While it is important to acknowledge your inadequacies,
it is helpful to focus on your strengths and capabilities.
One effective way of fighting distress is by counting our blessings -
the good things which life brings.
When we have grateful hearts,
we will always be reminded that we are too blessed to be stressed!
Someone wrote that
"The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor.
The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything."

Timeline

I got this from a forum.

-kpag nanliligaw:
'Lunchtym na, kain n ikaw..wag k
pa2gutom ha. Luv u!'

-1st 3 mos mag-on:
bby, kmain k na? kain k na ha?
Luv u!'

-4-8 mos:
bby kkain muna aq..kain k na rin.
Luv u

-9-13 mos:
'baby gutom na ko. kain
muna ako'

14 mos & above:
e s hndi aq mkpagrepLy dhil kmkain
ako e! alangan nmang kmkain ung tao
tpos txt ng txt!'


Sigh. That were true in my past relationships, I'm keeping my fingers crossed in my current that this won't happen...

Tagged by Nichi!

Reminds me of Friendster bulletin surveys /personal [narcissistic] questionnaires I used to answer to flood the board. Mmm..memories.

Owrayt. ATTACK!


Your 5 impressions on her
♥ Pretty. (That's it. You now owe me lunch! :P)
♥ Fun gal!
♥ I think she rocks
♥ Because she isn't like the other fluff-brained flouncy bimbos out there
♥ She's into drawing like me. Can't wait to see her drawings! :)


Most memorable things he/she has give/done to you :
♥ Hmm...she was my first commenter...when I officially opened my blog :)

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is because :
♥ I didn't answer her tag? Joke. I have no idea!

5 things found in my bag :
♥ Flanax, for my twice a month cramps attack. X_X
♥ I don't look like it but I have a small bible there. for inspiration.
♥ Blue pen
♥ Sketchpad. But I don't use it much. I prefer drawing on desks. Hehe.
♥ Comb.



5 things found in my wallet :
♥ little notes
♥ my school ID
♥ photos
♥ cards
♥ moolah


5 favourite things in my room :
♥ My "studio area-library" under my double deck bed. It's really cool.
♥ Computer
♥ "Fly-me-to-the-moon" singing moose toy from LDRboy
♥ Pillows. I'm a pillow addict.
♥ My punching bag and gloves. Yas!


5 things I always wanted to do :
♥ Learn how to play my lefty guitar!
♥ MOSH PIT!!! Scream along metalheads! Rawwrrr!
♥ Visit LDRboy in his home in the US...someday.
♥ Sell my drawings...?
♥ Win Battle of the Bands again! I miss my boys!!! T_T


5 things I am currently into :
♥ drawing. Am officially an art geek now.
♥ Solitude. I'm loving the time I'm spending alone :D
♥ American Idol. DAVID COOOKKKK<3!!!!
♥ Blogs.
♥ Homemade Cookies and Cream shake...mmm.


List out the top 5 you would wish for :
♥ world peace. riiight.
♥ competence, success in my chosen career
♥ happiness to the people i love
♥ to be able to help in the orphanage
♥ to grant wishes as well. herher.

[You]
First Name – Paola
Nickname – Paopao, Dough, Maltsie, Pare, Siopao, Kat, Ynnah, Babaeng Siga (she-bully :p)
Name you wish you had – Nah. I already love my real REAL name.
What do people normally mistake your name as – they think I'm a boy because of my name (Pao). Uh..did that answer your question?
Birthday – January twooooooo
Birthplace – Quezon City, Philippines
Time of Birth – 7:27 :D
Single or taken – more like abducted :P
Zodiac sign – Capricorn

[Your Appearence]
How tall are you – 5'1"
Wish you were taller – nope. petite girls look forever cute! :P
Eye color – dark brown, sometimes darker depending on the weather. uh. yeah.
Eye color you want - violet. hehe.
Natural Hair color – blackest black
Current Hair color – dark brown
Short or long hair – Long
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color – nope.
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair – first year in college. Had my long locks chopped into a boy cut! Don't know what I was thinking then...
Glasses or contacts – Both. Glasses when I'm home, contacts when I go out.
Do you wear make-up – Only for special occasions.
Ever had hair extensions – Meh.
Paint your nails – nope. Because I'll only chip them...thank you inborn klutziness!

[This or that] Flowers or Chocolates – chocolates, because they taste better! O_o
Pepsi or Coke – Neither
Rap or Rock – RAWWWK!!!
Relationship or One night stand – RELATIONSHIP.
School or Work – School. Chillllaaaaxxxxx.
Love or Money – Love~
Movies or Music – both.
Country or City – Country. Need. Fresh. Air.
Sunny or Rainy days – Rainy days. I find the sound of tip tapping of the rain on our roof relaxing.
Friends or Family – Family. We're pretty close knit :D

[Have you ever]
Lied – NEVERRRR! *_*
Stole something – someone's heart. Ahem. *hides*
Hurt someone close to you – we always hurt the ones we are close to.
Broke someone's heart – dunno.
Had your heart broken – yep. But learned a lot from it.
Wondered what was wrong with you - lotsa times.
Liked someone who was taken – NEVAH!
Shaved your head – no way!
Been in love – I am now :D
Used chopsticks – of course, I must uphold the asian stereotype. - LOL.
Sang in the mirror to yourself – ahem....*guilty*

[Favorites] Flower – salmon pink roses?
Candy – ALL O' THEM! *hyper*
Song – Always "Five Years"
Scent – au natural
Color – black
Movie – they would not fit here.
Singer – David Cook. - Me too! :)
Word – Cookie. David Cookie. heheh.
Junk food – chips and choco
Website – uh...I think that would depend on my mood of the day..
Location – Here.
Animal – bunnehs! and dogs, cats, and hamsters!
Ever cried over someone – of course.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself – my scatter brain-ness.
Do you think you're attractive – Not at all!
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - Peter Pan...because I want to be in Neverland and not grow old! :P
Do you play any sports – Nope. I have a bad hand and eye coordination...it's as if my body has a mind of its own...sucks.


Wow. Isn't this a long one! Hmm..I don't know who to tag yet...maybe one day I can harrass someone to do this hehe!




Sabaw na naman to!

Hayooooffff!

Hehe gagawa gawa na naman ako ng blog kala mo naman interesante ang buhay! Adik. Ba't bah.

Mayo na pala ano? Ano ba tong naririnig ko na kailangan daw magpabasa sa ulan ng May 1? Rare ba yun? Ano yun? Baka naman pambaog-acious yun...fertility ewan! Ayyy ayaw ko pang magkabeybi noh!

Sakit na ng butt ko kakaupo maghapon. Napaflat na yata *tingin sa ASSet* Hay. As if me mapapala naman ako kakatingin ng mga websites ng me websites. Adik talaga. Sana naman me patutunguhan tong Art Hermit proyekto na to...kakapagod na nakakonsentreyt sa pagdodrowing! Kinakalawang yung left brain ko! Pansin ko lang ang panget ko na magEnglish! Yak! Kakahiya...kolehiyala pa man din ako. Hay.

Naastigan ako sa layout na toh...sana pala ito na lang yung main blog ko. Di yata kasi din naiindex ng search engines yung tumblr ko. Puro yung mga blogger ko lang na mga iniwan ko na rin noon.

Ay nako wa kwents na naman pinagsasabe ko...makalayas na nga't makagawa gawa ng penguin para mabawasan na gagawin ko! Babush!


Sabaw na naman to!

UTAK SABAW-AN NA!

Ayos. Me paglalagyan na naman ako ng mga walang kakwenta kwentang kaisipan! Muahaha!